i love maria

So the first week of school was stressful and fun at the same time! Im ready for the fun of college to start! um as far as i can tell all the important people in my life are doing great so i have no complaints. life is good! hopefully ill being seeing all yo cape coralians labor day as long as ernesto doesn't ruin my fun!!

its been awhile

im about to start my fall term at UCF thinking about transferring next year to UF seeing as it was the school i wanted to go to, i dont know well see

but i hate to say this i really do...sometimes i miss high school...ahhh i admit it...life was simple honestly you knew what you were doing day to day one simple goal: graduate

now its what am i doing? what do i want to do with the rest of my life? am i going to die alone? LOL too many unanswered questions...idk food for thought

btw i miss all of you sooo much this last visit was way too short

Sister: I love you!

Friend: I'll always be here for you!

I'm sitting here thinking how much of a dork i am sometimes and appreciating the people who still love me for it....even when my words come out wrong they understand.

I'm lucky I have something hard to come by: understanding.

And after yesterday I know I have a guardian angel...some people don't get more than one chance and I have definitely had my fair share.

I'm not completely happy or even content with my life but I have friends, family, and hope.

NOTHING is the same...

so skipped school and got a $300 speeding ticket FUCK!

but my grandpa says lifes too short to worry about stupid people and stupid mistakes so im over it....

ill be sad when its over but im wishing it to be tomorrow...

sometimes I am just shocked...but then i realize that i really don't care...

i am bored with life I cannot wait to get out of here...it seems to be the theme of everyone's life these days

finish school and start your new life.

however....i want to make these last couple months worth while...Spring Break....two of my very best friends 18th birhtdays..and of course the o foreboding Prom...well screw looking just jump right in...and have a blast doing it!!

Peace out dudes!

what a boring week seriously

love my friends

miss the ones i don't hang out with or see as much : (

bored as funk

feels like spring : )

off to st.pete this weekend with the coolest two chicks in the world!!!

excited?

ok..so truw update...

2 months and 12 days until we graduate and then im heading for orlando for my ehh "higher education"...lol

um...i should be winning the lotery any day...yea right..haha

i have a meeting at work on sunday at 8 freakin 30 i guess my boss has never heard of sleeping...o well

um...i had something i really wanted to say like the whole reason for me updating and I forogt and its driving me crazy...how irritating...i guess i'll think of it later

so i have to admit that i am the worlds biggest nerd dork or however you want to put it but gosh i am and so i have a crush on this kid at my work and i was talking to my work friend and we came to a conclusion together...everyone pretty much nows this but i have a soft spot in my heart for dorks just like me cause i keep falling for them....lol

but hey everyone needs some love ya know....plus i think cute smart kids are wayyy better than dumb jocks any day....lol...i hope no one takes offense its my not very funny sense of humor shining through...

now before i start sounding any more loserish im going to say peace

♥

Im bored....not just now with life....someone told me to spice it up...any suggestions???

I guess i should update its been a lonf time...lets see, well im really just delaying the inevitable which is going to school. I don't know about everyone else but Im pretty done with school i can't wait for college...update:

I'm going to UCF unless something dramatic happens between June 26 and now

I had a blast in Chicago

I can't wait for Spring

and there's probably more i can't think of...but anyways

xox

I have a phone again....the same one though...but good news my sim card works so i really didn't lose anything but a week without a phone but thats okay......xoxox

so friday night i think was my weekend.....it was awesome.....murder mystery...the fair...hanging with the shanster and timothy flynn....i heart you two!! then parting it up big time with EVERYONE!

Lately i have been loving where i ended up each weekend.its nice for a change.

bad news ill be without a phone until monday becuase some ass threw mine in the pool...errrr

xoxo

so i come home from school and i start thinking about everything that has gone down in the last couple of weeks, months, well years really and i dont know what to say or think...for once im speechless and then i listen to a song that i LOVE and it says all i want to:

We find our, our way through this
Knowing
the actors who play our friends
They always win

So come in, we're all inside of nothing
The place where we live our lives
And take all you want
Because we ain't got nothing to lose, we're always looking up

The hardest to pretend is that we never quit
So the actors, who play ourselves
Say they never cared

xo

so i dont know these days...i know people hide things its just when they find out you know the guilt is hard...understandable...but don't keep the act on..just get over it!

xoxo

I know its a little late but Happy New Years everyone!!

I have a good feeling about this year!

High school is OVER in 5 months!

Dreams do come true!!!

xoxo

IM BACK!!!

yea it is..Christmas Break for me starts now!!! hoorah!!!

Im eating a lollipop bored as hell, guess what i kinda want to see a movie...what a change...haha!!

Well, not much fun here so peace out

xox

I had such an sweet ass birthday!!!

thanks everyone who partied with me and who said happy birthday friday!!! it was so awesome im glad i have the great friends i do....i love u guys!!!!

xox

Im loving life right now!!!

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